CHRIST'S FIRST AND LAST SUBJECT
"And that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in his name among all nations, beginning at Jerusalem" (Luke 24:47).
With regard to repentance, these four things:—first, its origin; secondly, its essentials; thirdly, its companions; and fourthly, its excellencies.
I. Repentance—ITS ORIGIN.
When
we cry,
"Repent and be converted," there are some foolish men who call us
legal. Now we beg to state, at the opening of this first point, that
repentance
is of gospel parentage. It was not born near Mount Sinai. It never
was
brought forth anywhere but upon Mount Zion. Of course, repentance is a
duty—a
natural duty—because, when man hath sinned, who is there brazen enough
to say
that it is not man's bounden duty to repent of having done so? It is a
duty
which even nature itself would teach. But gospel repentance was never
yet
produced as a matter of duty. It was never brought forth in the soul by
demands
of law, nor indeed can the law, except as the instrument in the hand of
grace,
even assist the soul towards saving repentance. It is a remarkable fact
that
the law itself makes no provision for repentance. It says, "This do,
and
thou shalt live; break my command, and thou shalt die." There is
nothing
said about penitence; there is no offer of pardon made to those that
repent.
The law pronounces its deadly curse upon the man that sins but once,
but it
offers no way of escape, no door by which the man may be restored to
favour.
The barren sides of Sinai have no soil in which to nourish the lovely
plant of
penitence. Upon Sinai the dew of mercy never fell. Its lightnings and
its
thunders have frightened away the angel of Mercy once for all, and
there
Justice sits, with sword of flame, upon its majestic throne of rugged
rock,
never purposing for a moment to put up its sword into the scabbard, and
to forgive
the offender. Read attentively the twentieth chapter of Exodus. You
have the
commandments there all thundered forth with trumpet voice, but there is
no
pause between where Mercy with her silver voice may step in and say,
"But
if ye break this law, God will have mercy upon you, and will shew
himself
gracious if ye repent." No words of repentance, I say, were ever
proclaimed by the law; no promise by it made to penitents; and no
assistance is
by the law ever offered to those who desire to be forgiven. Repentance
is a
gospel grace. Christ preached it, but not Moses. Moses neither can nor
will
assist a soul to repent, only Jesus can use the law as a means of
conviction
and an argument for repentance. Jesus gives pardon to those who seek it
with
weeping and with tears; but Moses knows of no such thing. If repentance
is ever
obtained by the poor sinner, it must be found at the foot of the cross,
and not
where the ten commandments lie shivered at Sinai's base.
And
as
repentance is of gospel parentage, I make a second remark, it is
also of
gracious origin. Repentance was never yet produced in any man's
heart apart
from the grace of God. As soon may you expect the leopard to regret the
blood
with which its fangs are moistened,—as soon might you expect the lion
of the
wood to abjure his cruel tyranny over the feeble beasts of the plain,
as expect
the sinner to make any confession, or offer any repentance that shall
be
accepted of God, unless grace shall first renew the heart. Go and loose
the
bands of everlasting winter in the frozen north with your own feeble
breath,
and then hope to make tears of penitence bedew the cheek of the
hardened
sinner. Go ye and divide the earth, and pierce its bowels with an
infant's
finger, and then hope that your eloquent appeal, unassisted by divine
grace,
shall be able to penetrate the adamantine heart of man. Man can sin,
and he can
continue in it, but to leave the hateful element is a work for which he
needs a
power divine. As the river rushes downward with increasing fury,
leaping from
crag to crag in ponderous cataracts of power, so is the sinner in his
sin;
onward and downward, onward, yet more swiftly, more mightily, more
irresistibly, in his hellish course. Nothing but divine grace can bid
that
cataract leap upward, or make the floods retrace the pathway which they
have
worn for themselves down the rocks. Nothing, I say, but the power which
made
the world, and digged the foundations of the great deep, can ever make
the
heart of man a fountain of life from which the floods of repentance may
gush
forth. So then, soul, if thou shalt ever repent, it must be a
repentance, not
of nature, but of grace. Nature can imitate repentance; it can produce
remorse;
it can generate the feeble resolve; it can even lead to a partial,
practical reform;
but unaided nature cannot touch the vitals and new-create the soul.
Nature may
make the eyes weep, but it cannot make the heart bleed. Nature can bid
you
amend your ways, but it cannot renew your heart. No, you must look
upward,
sinner; you must look upward to him who is able to save unto the
uttermost. You
must at his hands receive the meek and tender spirit; from his finger
must come
the touch that shall dissolve the rock; and from his eye must dart the
flash of
love and light that can scatter the darkness of your impenitence.
Remember,
then, at the outset, that true repentance is of gospel origin, and is
not the
work of the law; and on the other hand, it is of gracious origin, and
is not
the work of the creature.
II. But to
pass forward from this first point to our second head, let us notice
the
ESSENTIALS of true repentance. The old divines adopted various
methods
of
explaining penitence. Some of them said it was a precious medicine,
compounded
of six things; but in looking over their divisions, I have felt that I
might
with equal success divide repentance into four different ingredients.
This
precious box of ointment which must be broken over the Saviour's heard
before
the sweet perfume of peace can ever be smelt in the soul—this precious
ointment
is compounded of four most rare, most costly things. God give them to
us and
then give us the compound itself mixed by the Master's hand. True
repentance
consists of illumination, humiliation, detestation, and transformation.
To
take them
one by one. The first part of true repentance consists of illumination.
Man by nature is impenitent, because he does not know himself to be
guilty.
There are many acts which he commits in which he sees no sin, and even
in great
and egregious faults, he often knows that he is not right, but he does
not
perceive the depth, the horrible enormity of the sin which is involved
in them.
Eye-salve is one of the first medicines which the Lord uses with the
soul.
Jesus touches the eye of the understanding, and the man becomes guilty
in his
own sight, as he always was guilty in the sight of God. Crimes long
forgotten
start up from the grave where his forgetfulness had buried them; sins,
which he
thought were no sins, suddenly rise up on their true character, and
acts, which
he thought were perfect, now discover themselves to have been so mixed
with
evil motive that they were far from being acceptable with God. The eye
is no
more blind, and therefore the heart is no more proud, for the seeing
eye will
make a humble heart. If I must paint a picture of penitence in this
first
stage, I should portray a man with his eyes bandaged walking through a
path
infested with the most venomous vipers; vipers which have formed a
horrible
girdle about his loins, and are hanging like bracelets from his wrists.
The man
is so blind that he knows not where he is, nor what it is which he
fancies to
be a jewelled belt upon his arm. I would then in the picture touch his
eyes and
bid you see his horror, and his astonishment, when he discovers where
he is and
what he is. He looks behind him, and he sees through what broods of
vipers he
has walked; he looks before him, and he sees how thickly his future
path is
strewed with these venomous beasts. He looks about him, and in his
living bosom
looking out from his guilty heart, he sees the head of a vile serpent,
which
has twisted its coils into his very vitals. I would try, if I could, to
throw
into that face, horror, dismay, dread, and sorrow, a longing to escape,
an
anxious desire to get rid of all these things which must destroy him
unless he
should escape from them. And now, my dear hearers, have you ever been
the
subject of this divine illumination? Has God, who said to an unformed
world,
"Let there be light," has he said, "Let there be light" in
your poor benighted soul? Have you learned that your best deeds have
been vile,
and that as for your sinful acts they are ten thousand times more
wicked than
ever you believed them to be? I will not believe that you have ever
repented
unless you have first received divine illumination. I cannot expect a
blind eye
to see the filth upon a black hand, nor can I ever believe that the
understanding which has never been enlightened can detect the sin which
has
stained your daily life.
Next
to
illumination, comes humiliation. The soul having seen itself,
bows
before God, strips itself of all its vain boasting, and lays itself
flat on its
face before the throne of mercy. It could talk proudly once of merit,
but now
it dares not pronounce the word. Once it could boast itself before God,
with
"God, I thank thee that I am not as other men are"; but now it stands
in the distance, and smites upon its breast, crying, "God be merciful
to
me a sinner." Now the haughty eye, the proud look, which God abhorreth,
are cast away, and the eye, instead thereof, becomes a channel of
tears—its
floods are perpetual, it mourneth, it weepeth, and the soul crieth out
both day
and night before God, for it is vexed with itself, because it has vexed
the
Holy Spirit, and is grieved within itself because it hath grieved the
Most
High. Here if I had to depict penitence, I should borrow the picture of
the men
of Calais before our conquering king. There they kneel, with ropes
about their
necks, clad in garments of sackcloth, and ashes cast about their heads,
confessing
that they deserve to die; but stretching out their hands they implore
mercy;
and one who seems the personification of the angel of mercy—or rather,
of
Christ Jesus, the God of mercy—stands pleading with the king to spare
their
lives. Sinner, thou hast never repented unless that rope has been about
thy
neck after a spiritual fashion, if thou hast not felt that hell is thy
just
desert, and that if God banish thee for ever from himself, to the place
where
hope and peace can never come, he has only done with thee what thou
hast richly
earned. If thou hast not felt that the flames of hell are the ripe
harvest
which thy sins have sown, thou hast never yet repented at all. We must
acknowledge the justice of the penalty as well as the guilt of the sin,
or else
it is but a mock repentance which we pretend to possess. Down on thy
face,
sinner, down on thy face; put away thine ornaments from thee, that he
may know
what to do with thee. No more anoint thine head and wash thy face, but
fast and
bow thy head and mourn. Thou hast made heaven mourn, thou hast made
earth sad,
thou hast digged hell for thyself. Confess thine iniquity with shame,
and with
confusion of face; bow down before the God of mercy and acknowledge
that if he
spare thee it will be his free mercy that shall do it; but if he
destroy thee,
thou shalt not have one word to say against the justice of the solemn
sentence.
Such a stripping does the Holy Spirit give, when he works this
repentance, that
men sometimes under it sink so low as even to long for death in order
to escape
from the burden which soul-humiliation has cast upon them. I do not
desire that
you should have that terror, but I do pray that you may have no
boasting left,
that you may stop your mouth and feel that if now the judgment hour
were set,
and the judgment day were come, you must stand speechless, even though
God
should say, "Depart, ye cursed, into everlasting fire in hell."
Without this I say there is no genuine evangelical repentance.
The
third
ingredient is detestation. The soul must go a step further than
mere
sorrow; it must come to hate sin, to hate the very shadow of it, to
hate the
house where once sin and it were boon companions, to hate the bed of
pleasure
and all its glittering tapestries, yea, to hate the very garments
spotted with
the flesh. There is no repentance where a man can talk lightly of sin,
much
less where he can speak tenderly and lovingly of it. When sin cometh to
thee
delicately, like Agag, saying, "Surely the bitterness of death is
past,"
if thou hast true repentance it will rise like Samuel and hew thy Agag
in
pieces before the Lord. As long as thou harbourest one idol in thy
heart, God
will never dwell there. Thou must break not only the images of wood and
of
stone, but of silver and of gold; yea, the golden calf itself, which
has been
thy chief idolatry, must be ground in powder and mingled in the bitter
water of
penitence, and thou must be made to drink thereof. There is such a
loathing of
sin in the soul of the true penitent that he cannot bear its name. If
you were
to compel him to enter its palaces he would be wretched. A penitent
cannot bear
himself in the house of the profane. He feels as if the house must fall
upon
him. In the assembly of the wicked he would be like a dove in the midst
of ravenous
kites. As well may the sheep lick blood with the wolf, as well may the
dove be
comrade at the vulture's feast of carrion, as a penitent sinner revel
in sin.
Through infirmity he may slide into it, but through grace he will rise
out of
it and abhor even his clothes in which he has fallen into the ditch
(Job 9:31).
The sinner unrepentant, like the sow, wallows in the mire; but the
penitent
sinner, like the swallow, may sometimes dip his wings in the limpid
pool of
iniquity, but he is aloft again, twittering forth with the chattering
of the
swallow most pitiful words of penitence, for he grieves that he should
have so
debased himself and sinned against his God. My hearer, if thou dost not
so hate
thy sins as to be ready to give them all up—if thou art not willing now
to hang
them on Haman's gallows a hundred and twenty cubits high—if thou canst
not
shake them off from thee as Paul did the viper from his hand, and shake
it into
the fire with detestation, then, I say, thou knowest not the grace of
God in truth;
for if thou lovest sin thou lovest neither God nor thyself, but thou
choosest
thine own damnation. Thou art in friendship with death and in league
with hell;
God deliver thee from this wretched state of heart, and bring thee to
detest
thy sin.
There
lacks
one more ingredient yet. We have had illumination, humiliation, and
detestation. There must be another thing, namely, a thorough
transformation,
for -
The
penitent
man reforms his outward life. The reform is not partial, but in heart,
it is
universal and complete. Infirmity may mar it, but grace will always be
striving
against human infirmity, and the man will hate and abandon every false
way. Tell
me not, deceptive tradesman, that you have repented of your sin while
lying
placards are still upon your goods. Tell me not, thou who wast once a
drunkard,
that thou hast turned to God while yet the cup is dear to thee, and
thou canst
still wallow in it by excess. Come not to me and say I have repented,
thou
avaricious wretch, whilst thou art yet grinding thine almost cent, per
cent,
out of some helpless tradesman whom thou hast taken like a spider in
thy net.
Come not to me and say thou are forgiven, when thou still harboureth
revenge
and malice against thy brother, and speaketh against thine own mother's
son.
Thou liest to thine own confusion. Thy face is as the whore's forehead
that is
brazen, if thou darest to say "I have repented," when thine arms are
up to the elbow in the filth of thine iniquity. Nay, man, God will not
forgive
your lusts while you are still revelling in the bed of your
uncleanness. And do
you imagine he will forgive your drunken feasts while you are still
sitting at
the glutton's table! Shall he forgive your profanity when your tongue
is still
quivering with an oath? Think you that God shall forgive your daily
transgressions when you repeat them again, and again, and again,
wilfully
plunging into the mire? He will wash thee, man, but he will not wash
thee for
the sake of permitting thee to plunge in again and defile thyself once
more.
"Well," do I hear you say, "I do feel that such a change as that
has taken place in me." I am glad to hear it, my dear sir; but I must
ask
you a further question. Divine transformation is not merely in act but
in the
very soul; the new man not only does not sin as he used to do, but he
does not
want to sin as he used to do. The flesh-pots of Egypt sometimes send up
a sweet
smell in his nostrils, and when he passes by another man's house, where
the
leek, and garlic, and onion are steaming in the air, he half wishes to
go back
again to his Egyptian bondage, but in a moment he checks himself,
saying,
"No, no; the heavenly manna is better than this; the water out of the
rock
is sweeter than the waters of the Nile, and I cannot return to my old
slavery
under my old tyrant." There may be insinuations of Satan, but his soul
rejects them, and agonizes to cast them out. His very heart longs to be
free
from every sin, and if he could be perfect he would. There is not one
sin he
would spare. If you want to give him pleasure, you need not ask him to
go to
your haunt of debauchery; it would be the greatest pain to him you
could
imagine. It is not only his customs and manners, but his nature that is
changed. You have not put new leaves on the tree, but there is a new
root to
it. It is not merely new branches, but there is a new trunk altogether,
and new
sap, and there will be new fruit as the result of this newness. A
glorious
transformation is wrought by a gracious God. His penitence has become
so real
and so complete that the man is not the man he used to be. He is a new
creature
in Christ Jesus. If you are renewed by grace, and were to meet your old
self, I
am sure you would be very anxious to get out of his company. "No,"
say you, "no, sir, I cannot accompany you." "Why, you used to
swear"! "I cannot now." "Well, but," says he,
"you and I are very near companions." "Yes, I know we are, and I
wish we were not. You are a deal of trouble to me every day. I wish I
could be
rid of you for ever." "But," says Old Self, "you used to
drink very well." "Yes, I know it. I know thou didst, indeed, Old
Self. Thou couldst sing a song as merrily as any one. Thou wast
ringleader in
all sorts of vice, but I am no relation of thine now. Thou art of the
old Adam,
and I of the new Adam. Thou art of thine old father, the devil; but I
have
another—my Father, who is in heaven." I tell you, brethren, there is no
man in the world you will hate so much as your old self, and there will
be
nothing you will so much long to get rid of as that old man who once
was
dragging you down to hell, and who will try his hand at it over and
over again
every day you live, and who will accomplish it yet, unless that divine
grace
which has made you a new man shall keep you a new man even to the end.
Good
Rowland
Hill, in his "Village Dialogues," gives the Christian, whom he
describes in the first part of the book, the name of Thomas Newman. Ah!
and
everyman who goes to heaven must have the name of new-man. We must not
expect
to enter there unless we are created anew in Christ Jesus unto good
works,
which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them. I have
thus, as
best I could, feeling many and very sad distractions in my own mind,
endeavored
to explain the essentials of true repentance—illumination, humiliation,
detestation, transformation. The endings of the words, though they are
long
words may commend them to your attention and assist you to retain them.
III. And now,
with all brevity, let me notice, in the third place, the COMPANIONS of
true
repentance.
Her
first
companion is faith. There was a question once asked by the old
Puritan
divines—Which was first in the soul, Faith or Repentance? Some said
that a man
could not truly repent of sin until he believed in God, and had some
sense of a
Saviour's love. Others said a man could not have faith till he had
repented of
sin; for he must hate sin before he could trust Christ. So a good old
minister
who was present made the following remark: "Brethren," said he,
"I don't think you can ever settle this question. It would be something
like asking whether, when an infant is born, the circulation of the
blood, or
the beating of the pulse can be first observed"? Said he, "It seems
to me that faith and repentance are simultaneous. They come at the same
moment.
There could be no true repentance without faith. There never was yet
true faith
without sincere repentance." We endorse that opinion. I believe they
are
like the Siamese twins; they are born together, and they could not live
asunder, but must die if you attempt to separate them. Faith always
walks side
by side with his weeping sister, true Repentance. They are born in the
same
house at the same hour, and they will live in the same heart every day,
and on
your dying bed, while you will have faith on the one hand to draw the
curtain
of the next world, you will have repentance, with its tears, as it lets
fall
the curtain upon the world from which you are departing. You will have
at the
last moment to weep over your own sins, and yet you shall see through
that tear
the place where tears are washed away. Some say there is no faith in
heaven.
Perhaps there is not. If there be none, then there will be no
repentance, but
if there be faith there will be repentance, for where faith lives,
repentance
must live with it. They are so united, so married and allied together,
that
they never can be parted, in time or in eternity. Hast thou, then,
faith in
Jesus? Does thy soul look up and trust thyself in his hands? If so,
then hast
thou the repentance that needeth not to be repented of.
There
is
another sweet thing which always goes with repentance, just as Aaron
went with
Moses, to be spokesman for him, for you must know that Moses was slow
of
speech, and so is repentance. Repentance has fine eyes, but stammering
lips. In
fact, it usually happens that repentance speaks through her eyes and
cannot
speak with her lips at all, except her friend—who is a good
spokesman—is near;
he is called, Mr. Confession. This man is noted for his open
breastedness. He knows something of himself, and he tells all that he
knows
before the throne of God. Confession keeps back no secrets. Repentance
sighs
over the sin—confession tells it out. Repentance feels the sin to be
heavy
within—confession plucks it forth and indicts it before the throne of
God.
Repentance is the soul in travail—confession delivers it. My heart is
ready to
burst, and there is a fire in my bones through repentance—confession
gives the
heavenly fire a vent, and my soul flames upward before God. Repentance,
alone,
hath groanings which cannot be uttered—confession is the voice which
expresses
the groans. Now then, hast thou made confession of thy sin—not to man,
but to
God? If thou hast, then believe that thy repentance cometh from him,
and it is
a godly sorrow that needeth not to be repented of.
Holiness
is
evermore the bosom friend of penitence.
Fair angel, clad in pure white linen, she loves good company and will
never
stay in a heart where repentance is a stranger. Repentance must dig the
foundations, but holiness shall erect the structure, and bring forth
the
top-stone. Repentance is the clearing away of the rubbish of the past
temple of
sin; holiness builds the new temple which the Lord our God shall
inherit.
Repentance and desires after holiness never can be separated.
Yet
once
more—wherever repentance is, there cometh also with it, peace.
As Jesus
walked upon the waters of Galilee, and said, "Peace, be still," so
peace walks over the waters of repentance, and brings quiet and calm
into the
soul. If thou wouldst shake the thirst of thy soul, repentance must be
the cup
out of which thou shalt drink, and then sweet peace shall be the
blessed
effect. Sin is such a troublesome companion that it will always give
thee the
heartache till thou hast turned it out by repentance, and then thy
heart shall
rest and be still. Sin is the rough wind that tears through the forest,
and
sways every branch of the trees to and fro; but after penitence hath
come into
the soul the wind is hushed, and all is still, and the birds sing in
the
branches of the trees which just now creaked in the storm. Sweet peace
repentance ever yields to the man who is the possessor of it. And now
what
sayest thou my hearer—to put each point personally to thee—hast thou
had peace
with God? If not, never rest till thou hast had it, and never believe
thyself
to be saved till thou feelest thyself to be reconciled. Be not content
with the
mere profession of the head, but ask that the peace of God which
passeth all
understanding, may keep your hearts and minds through Jesus Christ.
IV. And now I
come to my fourth and last point, namely, the EXCELLENCIES of
repentance.
I
shall
somewhat surprise you, perhaps, if I say that one of the excellencies
of
repentance lies in its pleasantness. "Oh"! you say, "but
it is bitter"! Nay, say I, it is sweet. At least, it is bitter when it
is
alone, like the waters of Marah; but there is a tree called the cross,
which if
thou canst put into it, it will be sweet, and thou wilt love to drink
of it. At
a school of mutes who were both deaf and dumb, the teacher put the
following
question to her pupils:—"What is the sweetest emotion"? As soon as
the children comprehended the question, they took their slates and
wrote their
answers. One girl in a moment wrote down "Joy." As soon as the
teacher saw it, she expected that all would write the same, but another
girl,
more thoughtful, put her hand to her brow, and she wrote "Hope."
Verily,
the girl was not far from the mark. But the next one, when she brought
up her
slate, had written "Gratitude," and this child was not wrong. Another
one, when she brought up her slate, had written "Love," and I am sure
she was right. But there was one other who had written in large
characters,—and
as she brought up her slate the tear was in her eye, showing she had
written
what she felt,—"Repentance is the sweetest emotion." And I think she
was right. Verily, in my own case, after that long drought, perhaps
longer than
Elisha's three years in which the heavens poured forth no rain, when I
saw but
one tear of penitence coming from my hard, hard soul—it was such a joy!
There
have been times when you know you have done wrong, but when you could
cry over
it you have felt happy. As one weeps for his firstborn, so have you
wept over
your sin, and in that very weeping you have had your peace and your joy
restored. I am a living witness that repentance is exceeding sweet when
mixed
with divine hope, but repentance without hope is hell. It is hell to
grieve for
sin with the pangs of bitter remorse, and yet to know that pardon can
never
come, and mercy never be vouchsafed. Repentance, with the cross before
its
eyes, is heaven itself; at least, if not heaven, it is so next door to
it, that
standing on the wet threshold I may see within the pearly portals, and
sing the
song of the angels who rejoice within. Repentance, then, has this
excellency,
that it is very sweet to the soul which is made to lie beneath its
shadow.
Besides
this
excellency, it is specially sweet to God as well as to men. "A
broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise." When St.
Augustine lay a-dying, he had this verse always fixed upon the
curtains, so
that as often as he awoke, he might read it—"A broken and a contrite
heart, O God, thou wilt not despise." When you despise yourselves, God
honours you; but as long as you honour yourselves, God despises you. A
whole
heart is a scentless thing; but when it is broken and bruised, it is
like that
precious spice which was burned as holy incense in the ancient
tabernacle. When
the blood of Jesus is sprinkled on them, even the songs of the angels,
and the
vials full of odours sweet that smoke before the throne of the Most
High, are
not more agreeable to God than the sighs, and groans, and tears of the
brokenhearted soul. So, then, if thou wouldest be pleasing with God,
come
before him with many and many a tear:
John
Bunyan,
in his "Siege of Mansoul," when the defeated townsmen were seeking
pardon, names Mr. Wet-eyes as the intercessor with the king. Mr.
Wet-eyes—good
Saxon word! I hope we know Mr. Wet-eyes, and have had him many times in
our
house, for if he cannot intercede with God, yet Mr. Wet-eyes is a great
friend
with the Lord Jesus Christ, and Christ will undertake his case, and
then we
shall prevail. So have I set forth, then, some, but very few, of the
excellencies of repentance. And now, my dear hearers, have you repented
of Sin?
Oh, impenitent soul, if thou dost not weep now, thou wilt have to weep
for
ever. The heart that is not broken now, must be broken for ever upon
the wheel
of divine vengeance. Thou must now repent, or else for ever smart for
it. Turn
or burn—it is the Bible's only alternative. If thou repentest, the gate
of
mercy stands wide open. Only the Spirit of God bring thee on thy knees
in
self-abasement, for Christ's cross stands before thee, and he who bled
upon it
bids thee look at him. Oh, sinner, obey the divine bidding. But, if
your heart
be hard, like that of the stubborn Jews in the days of Moses, take
heed, lest,—
At any rate, sinner, if thou wilt not repent, there is one here who will, and that is myself. I repent that I could not preach to you with more earnestness this morning, and throw my whole soul more thoroughly into my pleading with you. the Lord God, whom I serve, is my constant witness that there is nothing I desire so much as to see your hearts broken on account of sin; and nothing has gladdened my heart so much as the many instances lately vouchsafed of the wonders God is doing in this place. There have been men who have stepped into this Hall, who had never entered a place of worship for a score years, and here the Lord has met with them, and I believe, if I could speak the word, there are hundreds who would stand up now, and say, "'Twas here the Lord met with me. I was the chief of sinners; the hammer struck my heart and broke it, and now it has been bound up again by the finger of divine mercy, and I tell it unto sinners, and tell it to this assembled congregation, there have been depths of mercy found that have been deeper than the depths of my iniquity." This day there will be a soul delivered; this morning there will be, I do not doubt, despite my weakness, a display of the energy of God, and the power of the Spirit; some drunkard shall be turned from the error of his ways; some soul, who was trembling on the very jaws of hell, shall look to him who is the sinner's hope, and find peace and pardon—ay, at this very hour. So be it, O Lord, and thine shall be the glory, world without end.
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From:
New Park Street Pulpit, Vol. 6, No. 329